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Someone Ran Away With My Life

Stumbling touching and stepping on things is not like feeling together when your together with your family everyone has the thought to knowing where they are at but they really not there. Like having a child you didn’t expect or still want them to be there because they are struggling to understand death is promised to everyone. So I been told. Happiness is getting to know how miserable you can be after fact. After having a child the idea of being completed was the feeling parents tell children they feel when they are hurt. Thinking for others time events and present affects everyone around you who feels just running into someone is a game how the interaction of using people comes with a sense of beauty. Something forgetting to move on from people and moving on from people you should kept in contact with called me special. Being single in your mind is fearful by cheaters or friendships like this one. Being head strong is liking everyone but living blindly is roaming and seeing your opti...

Soul Searching

The spirit who haunts you learned how your mind think it wants to think. It believes that they are the person for you even when they are not good for you. Even if it breaks up a happy home it wants to find a person who it believes it wants to relieve their true potential even if it hurts the other playing side. Mutual respect hurts and it causes with meeting new people you didn’t think someone was waiting behind to acknowledge the changes of what was happening within or without. The day I said others said I gave up my job because of the supernatural things I was seeing. Simple like a task completion application on the computer being touched by a angel everything someone else lacks and know they want to really become to be. When a entity you find appealing is attracted to you or have attracted to you they say spiritual realms would chase after you in the feelings of throwing around energy seeking a messenger. Thoughts of the actually invention of becoming invisible partially working for...

The Dark

I talk how I smell smells to take my mind off how my body supposed to work. I read some stories about slavery. Abraham Lincoln freed the slaves because the race of culture and the color of your skin exposed itself through language. In my mind I believe African Americans and tribes culture skin even darker and lighter in shade multiples to defend themselves and stole and killed the slave owner who couldn’t been restless wanting be every women he drug into the home to make worth of the fruits of his labor until it was seen as wrong by the screams and different ways of being pleasured in changing them into moans. Kids later today soon grew up wanting to become the slave master that had younger men order younger women to go into the cabin and please master or they would be hung. But today as of being freed it’s about who has the most money but it all feels the same to me. There was once named a guy name brave heart the words of being spoken is how to walk by faith. Assassination and cremat...

Men Who Cheat Death

Another way to move closer with God as they say in the Bible is that all boys should be cut. The fact that it is hidden that women has been know to women to keep things tidy and neat is also a fear about the actions of a woman living and posing as a man in its body. The reproduction system is a hidden gem that in todays time is used to escape with the happiness of what a true woman receiving the gift of God in producing children. However, the strength of a man and the only animal to produce child as a man is the sea horse. As a culture nation tribe we come along way from sleeping in caves and forests and discovering medicines. Either the lack of knowledge is being covered up or when faced with adversity such as when a women of any ethnicity asks you woman to woman talk have my son and the son sees what it has at this moment causes us to run away of give space or let someone down being impatient. The gay mind how you look on the others will deceive who’s coming to visit. The world also ...

Cheating

It’s easy to hide the lover your with around family functions because they blend in with the family or interpret themselves in being a family friends or a family member. It’s always a vibe when giving attention to outsiders inside. Jealousy is the mark socializing with others even when your around each other asking about the relationship at how and it looks like a time to be given space. Not being alert is being sleep walking during the day but drinking coffee. Boycotting years ago being paid minimum wage jobs had no affect on increased income. I think all the hard word is in rotation to how much support people is paying you in the professional you work for. For example, if you drive a septa bus and you had only 300 passengers on your schedule outs that day the fare to ride determines your share. But, when your money after the paycheck is spent gets sent to the bank accounts of better professions. It’s like waiting for pay day for the lower class people to spend weekly earnings to fund...

When To Draw The Line

I don’t want to be like everyone else what makes the world so special and the separation of cultures is that you don’t have to be confine to living a way of life on the circumstances money give you leverage for freedom. Basically, lawmakers seen interaction in a community of racists wrote up the price of living and left it to survive. I don’t want to know the ins and outs to getting by and being satisfied after a long day about not accomplishing anything and running from the law because drugs that elevate my high to another level causes a life and death scary and fun good feeling situation. I’m learning to share my feelings with people and letting that interaction go but my memory is a thunderstorm because is it good to still remember or not. Maybe so because my family interactions want to debate about financial things. It takes time to readjust you thoughts even if it’s just seeing the same thing over again and approaching it with the same tactics. I remember being at places like amus...

Under A Spell

When the penis isn’t secure the semen makes Mother Nature things like seeds, bugs like ants as it dripped to the ground and poop buried is considered dirt and animals has secrets to curing people. As you know the venom of a snake or frog can kill human when eat or injected. Men with no shirt on can imagine how breast look on themselves when they talk to each other so their defense is deflected. Right now to come across a guy with a swang is tunnel vision when roaming into the world and the school systems has no boundaries in other words meaning to just eduction but to meet others. To find someone to build a life with is ignoring the knowledge because the Virgin Mary story with viral. Some accomplishments of accepting a black culture despising how dark his skin color is was fathering the children of multiple races that’s a winning moment. For instance, a light skin identified black man has a child or grown children with a white woman and their children spouse parents ethnicity are both ...

Thoughts Stuck

Being spoken to by others on social media reminding me about the thoughts that came to mind about losing a family member is really a brother or sister of mine. The flash of a thunderstorm sitting in the dark are those people actually discovered invisibility that’s how they pay you. I think I seen a half invisible white man working at the home depot before once. Walking the same direction as a customer would looking straight up the aisle I was working at. He walked towards the locker room from their everything just started going bad. A warning almost hateful revengeful people sabotaging my unlocked locker, broken laptop charger port, smashed glass cologne bottle fragrance, discovering my eaten sandwich in a shared employee refrigerator lunchroom burger thrash wrapper on the floor. I remember I didn’t eat everything I feel the sway I walked is pure jealousy I heard them talking actions working me to get out. Does it scare anyway to think materialistic things will out live a person. And o...

Save Your Tears

Put some hair on your chest I see you smiling again. The time you give to yourself has broke my heart. The fear of being detached and to live your real life. Remove yourself from all that makes you sad and happy at the same time. Someone’s watching. The hate you give off the smell of knowing your being smart. I can’t read your mind when the choice is enlightened using the internet. If you listen hard enough I’ll tell you how I struck my gold over night. I think seeing what I’ve become of the choice was simple is it a sight you believe to be beautiful or a sight to be seen as a grinch. Don’t have the time or patience to choose when to not be as smart as I think I am when how it’s conceived brung you to be that cursing the savior in the first stages of transitioning and growing with age you believe stop the breathing of their soulmate. Adjectives when you think of choosing to bind with a stalker it’s not way to stop how the heart moves. So if you kill yourself or to be killed love lives ...

Scold Heads

Right on point can’t change the way I see you. You can try and act like you don’t ever think about what we say is wrong but it feels so right. Calling someone a bad ass nowadays is all in your sexuality to be lied to and never think that money is the root of all evil. You can’t have something I find interesting nor take it away from me. Now I’m left at the spot where why throw it in my face I’m used to not being as involved with meeting new people. The secret you wanted to show me, keep that to yourself so much so, instead think about other people and where’s the money at. Me as a person I never asked to be with you. But I feel as though I can see myself summoning a sex trait as they call it a demon spirit. As my horoscope would say continue to go with the flow of things until it changes. Being a person with a scold head was all that I knew I found time to think about reproductive people adding lives into the world as they pray into pasture. Made me think something is wrong with me. Ev...

The Summary Of The Movie

That movie made me think about a person who will always just be a person I seen in my life. Nah that’s not true that can’t be the person of my dreams. The more I start to see the cover of anything in a still image makes me believe it’s can be real life or the after life. Just think positive. I can’t even breathe when I write these messages. I didn’t mean to break you up is why we still together. People who looks familiar in the spot possess the title of summarizing a falling out relationship you can seem to hold onto. So it’s better to take a picture it will last longer and write it down in stone. Those catch phrases writes history. And yet I just dodge death once again. Step outside the box you see what you like. Or that role couldn’t fill those shoes by the so many flaws people go through and still to be seen as beautiful. The time I think about people in the spot has control to reading about the moments I writing anything that comes to mind. To solve a murder is like babysitting bei...

I’m Doing So Bad

How do you know when your life flashed before your eyes even when your awake. Losing your jobs, getting arrested, pulled over by the cops, dismissed by your family, seeing old friends in a new year on a different day. Putting yourself down knowing deep inside you have much more to give. Hide your from the public is the best way to showing how others might want to better themselves thinking they are cherishing all the glory. Who designed god in human form I guess the people did. And people have spoken to me in ways that I won’t understand until it’s feels like it’s what best for me for my safety or that I actually given up. I want more for myself like new clothes and shoes small things like exercise and better hygiene. But it’s not that way being nervous tensions biting your nails finding personal information on the internet and meeting the people who either cared to see you and share something what’s in their pockets so I just let them pass me by. Sometimes I carry the cellphone and si...

These Fucking Employers

Do you know what I felt like working and being watched on camera. Not appreciated for your hard work and introduced to partners of a company who interested in screwing you physically. Thinking while talking to you saying things like I couldn’t have done this job no better than yourself. Looking at me awkward with those eyes. Me personally I want to know the business it should be for everybody but my happy place is my secret place too. If a day was share what you know day I wouldn’t keep my mouth shut but until then I think might be a reason I can’t keep one. Maybe on the job when employees become acquainted with one each other the business research their addresses and how they came about through cameras. Is a way a business takes worker’s compensation and antagonize them by being selfish into legal matters by trespassing. Working can be dangerous as well picking and choosing a person going to extreme measure wanting something in return and being rejected. Like black lives matters becau...

BE RESPECTFUL

I don’t know what you talking about. I got something else to do. Can I leave you here. What made you think your situation will be any better for us. I’ll say anything to get you to remind yourself that illusions I’m playing with to make you feel of a mom. Help me help you it gets hard to see sometimes but in tunnel vision am I the mystery you you see right now. I’ll look out for you but I left home for some reason. I can make up every excuse in the book your past is your present and your present is your past blame me for thinking your not the knight and shining armor I read about in the books. You just rather steal from me and keep me in my place. The time you know just to think about what’s like over there. Boosting your ego ain’t nothing wrong with keeping your mouth shut and if you do that person is perfect. I’ll rather be at the right place at the right time. It can change for you under 24 hours. Every person is like a fixer upper. Come as you are get over trying to compete and lis...

Hooking Up

Guess what happened to me last night. I met a nice sweet bust down cutie pie name alowishes. Yeah everything felt and went so right. The day from disaster couldn’t get any better. That minute I knew I want to change my life for the better. And when I did what all will God in heaven give to me you know. Anyways not thinking about death to often but I’m just trying to feed your mind. All the time it feels like I’m getting stabbed in the back. Near close to dying and in the city on the news never comes out. Cars parked outside near the curb and mostly 3 bedroom homes and 1 bathroom. They got the products to maintain the toilet system but I really know about it being used. I want to go up to everybody and tell them good things about living in life. People just get so tired of traveling because they know they look good to save money they sleep outside on the curb for a while until a miracle happens. But that thought make me think that can really myself one day losing it all and no family in...

Your Pores Are Open

The real thief in identity theft is littering, personal hygiene, cleaning after your bathroom business, and verbal conversation. The imposer is the one that talks to you about things of a similar nature. Let someone else control your destiny is the tough pill to swallow.Actually being loved attending to your business every owner want someone innocent something to say. For example, the new IPhone 15 release like every year it’s only free for the industry makers. The trending cellphone gadget loses its meaning because is it a gift sent from heaven and how come the manufacturer puts it together and sell it at a price. Repopulating the world is made simple only to see when is it time for its creation to go home in heaven or stay in hell like life. Imagine this nobodies perfect but the gathering of the baby fathers and mothers and no women or man held a grudge getting along and children the gates of Eden is still closed which once was the holy land on Earth. That must been some apple if loo...

Why GOD?

My parents I love them please don’t take them from me. What ever it was that you asked of me to do I will do it. I like to enjoy life till the fullest but to lose someone I cared about has hurted me most deeply. If death is promised to everyone why design small painful moments. You and I will never been the same we will never be on the same page until you tell me what’s worth it. I never experienced changes felt by the soothing sounds of other voices rather than the person I seek as my soulmate. Realizing just because a person belongs to you and not caring so much about them existing. Letting someone use yourself for love felt creepy to know that when it was finished it was gone. Understanding who your were to just leave like that was about finding myself. I know what was right from wrong but to have passed on to being deceased life is unfortunate to speak the feeling. Maybe death is fake when you still living in the moment. Older people are outliving victims stripped from their life j...

Faint Memories

To get through the time of one day of 365 days a year what can possibly be one word you think of to get you through that day? It can be a simple phrase like I love myself and I only will treat myself. Or a singular word like consistency a motto to look at on your wall. Or focusing hard enough to become exactly like someone you admire but in all actually reality that it becomes scary. How do to reframe or take it one day at a time and remember walking out of the important person life other than yourself. What is the name of the game is to allow everyone to walk over you or just jump into something and somewhere for someone to trap you to claim they are there’s. But then again for how long and what was the rules for losing someone that was innocent of a person that genuinely love you enough to say go ahead I something don’t carely about you. I have no contacts in my phone I can’t find my family. I have poor rich hearted parents but no actual real money. If that makes since when it doesn’...

3 A.M. Is A Special Time

Is the life you live is the one you want? When the sun comes up and you start the agenda for today don’t you remember to unwise when the moon comes around and reflect on your day. I think you decide to let today feel like it doesn’t have a period like when you decide to take a nap that wasn’t on schedule. Your 9a.m to 5p.m job feels more exhausting by the amount of exertion you put in living life taking on weary. The stress starts to reflect on your face when you don’t rest your mental by the energy you inspire to reach just to keep your eyes open. Was all that information even worth it. By the end of the day you have some down time where you feel everyone you made friends with are either following you, looking for help, or watching you. It’s hard to spot love at first sight by time you lose it because you have no home training. 3a.m is a special time as you sit in silence or in a scenery of a lot to plan your lifetime wisely. Understand how others want you to think but working a overn...

Humanity Extinction

It was once explained in our bible human first went extinct by God flooding the earth and sea creatures have been made in cohabitation. There has always been stories humans carry with them acknowledging paranormal activity and UFO sightings. But now what does all this means? What if the diseases and sickness of aging that inflicts on us all never became something normal when battling the atmosphere rotating in space. No one will ever know how many years humans have left to exist blaming fossil fuels overwhelming the atmosphere and the life span expectancy of the sun. Little do you know small meteoroids drift into the barriers of the layers in the ozone and falls into the battle grounds of earth just like rain drops that we call rocks. Life as we know causes tragedy such as tornadoes, volcanic eruptions, falling trees, tsunamis, hurricanes, wildfires, and mysteries. But waiting on the day the earth will no longer be in orbit will began to get as heaviest than expected because it is the ...