ECHARMING BLOGGER

Being spoken to by others on social media reminding me about the thoughts that came to mind about losing a family member is really a brother or sister of mine. The flash of a thunderstorm sitting in the dark are those people actually discovered invisibility that’s how they pay you. I think I seen a half invisible white man working at the home depot before once. Walking the same direction as a customer would looking straight up the aisle I was working at. He walked towards the locker room from their everything just started going bad. A warning almost hateful revengeful people sabotaging my unlocked locker, broken laptop charger port, smashed glass cologne bottle fragrance, discovering my eaten sandwich in a shared employee refrigerator lunchroom burger thrash wrapper on the floor. I remember I didn’t eat everything I feel the sway I walked is pure jealousy I heard them talking actions working me to get out. Does it scare anyway to think materialistic things will out live a person. And o...

Put some hair on your chest I see you smiling again. The time you give to yourself has broke my heart. The fear of being detached and to live your real life. Remove yourself from all that makes you sad and happy at the same time. Someone’s watching. The hate you give off the smell of knowing your being smart. I can’t read your mind when the choice is enlightened using the internet. If you listen hard enough I’ll tell you how I struck my gold over night. I think seeing what I’ve become of the choice was simple is it a sight you believe to be beautiful or a sight to be seen as a grinch. Don’t have the time or patience to choose when to not be as smart as I think I am when how it’s conceived brung you to be that cursing the savior in the first stages of transitioning and growing with age you believe stop the breathing of their soulmate. Adjectives when you think of choosing to bind with a stalker it’s not way to stop how the heart moves. So if you kill yourself or to be killed love lives ...

Right on point can’t change the way I see you. You can try and act like you don’t ever think about what we say is wrong but it feels so right. Calling someone a bad ass nowadays is all in your sexuality to be lied to and never think that money is the root of all evil. You can’t have something I find interesting nor take it away from me. Now I’m left at the spot where why throw it in my face I’m used to not being as involved with meeting new people. The secret you wanted to show me, keep that to yourself so much so, instead think about other people and where’s the money at. Me as a person I never asked to be with you. But I feel as though I can see myself summoning a sex trait as they call it a demon spirit. As my horoscope would say continue to go with the flow of things until it changes. Being a person with a scold head was all that I knew I found time to think about reproductive people adding lives into the world as they pray into pasture. Made me think something is wrong with me. Ev...

That movie made me think about a person who will always just be a person I seen in my life. Nah that’s not true that can’t be the person of my dreams. The more I start to see the cover of anything in a still image makes me believe it’s can be real life or the after life. Just think positive. I can’t even breathe when I write these messages. I didn’t mean to break you up is why we still together. People who looks familiar in the spot possess the title of summarizing a falling out relationship you can seem to hold onto. So it’s better to take a picture it will last longer and write it down in stone. Those catch phrases writes history. And yet I just dodge death once again. Step outside the box you see what you like. Or that role couldn’t fill those shoes by the so many flaws people go through and still to be seen as beautiful. The time I think about people in the spot has control to reading about the moments I writing anything that comes to mind. To solve a murder is like babysitting bei...

How do you know when your life flashed before your eyes even when your awake. Losing your jobs, getting arrested, pulled over by the cops, dismissed by your family, seeing old friends in a new year on a different day. Putting yourself down knowing deep inside you have much more to give. Hide your from the public is the best way to showing how others might want to better themselves thinking they are cherishing all the glory. Who designed god in human form I guess the people did. And people have spoken to me in ways that I won’t understand until it’s feels like it’s what best for me for my safety or that I actually given up. I want more for myself like new clothes and shoes small things like exercise and better hygiene. But it’s not that way being nervous tensions biting your nails finding personal information on the internet and meeting the people who either cared to see you and share something what’s in their pockets so I just let them pass me by. Sometimes I carry the cellphone and si...

Do you know what I felt like working and being watched on camera. Not appreciated for your hard work and introduced to partners of a company who interested in screwing you physically. Thinking while talking to you saying things like I couldn’t have done this job no better than yourself. Looking at me awkward with those eyes. Me personally I want to know the business it should be for everybody but my happy place is my secret place too. If a day was share what you know day I wouldn’t keep my mouth shut but until then I think might be a reason I can’t keep one. Maybe on the job when employees become acquainted with one each other the business research their addresses and how they came about through cameras. Is a way a business takes worker’s compensation and antagonize them by being selfish into legal matters by trespassing. Working can be dangerous as well picking and choosing a person going to extreme measure wanting something in return and being rejected. Like black lives matters becau...

I don’t know what you talking about. I got something else to do. Can I leave you here. What made you think your situation will be any better for us. I’ll say anything to get you to remind yourself that illusions I’m playing with to make you feel of a mom. Help me help you it gets hard to see sometimes but in tunnel vision am I the mystery you you see right now. I’ll look out for you but I left home for some reason. I can make up every excuse in the book your past is your present and your present is your past blame me for thinking your not the knight and shining armor I read about in the books. You just rather steal from me and keep me in my place. The time you know just to think about what’s like over there. Boosting your ego ain’t nothing wrong with keeping your mouth shut and if you do that person is perfect. I’ll rather be at the right place at the right time. It can change for you under 24 hours. Every person is like a fixer upper. Come as you are get over trying to compete and lis...